angry. sad. depressed. irriated. tt's my mood for today. WAN TO KPKB THEN GET LOST. I DUN GIVE FACE ANYMORE. TAG W/O UR NAME AND I'LL BLOCK STRAIGHT I DUN CARE ALD READ FOR INTEREST NOT TO CONDEMM ever since she's back there arent any peace. and she is fcukin noisy. nt i wan to say tis but it's a fact. "EVELYN ALWAYS SPEAK THE TRUTH IN BLOGGING" <-- tt's the fact +) i thot the days she arent here were like 1 week ald. but it's only 3 days.. wow! the world mus have been spining for me these 3 days. but sad to say, happy days doesnt last. oh wells. nvm. i've my fair share of fun =) got to b ps by big jon. esther gg home. so i went home wif her, afterall we live so near. i REGRET doing tis. never did i ever know it was a bigg mistake of my part. i thought i've giving up on her. i thot there wont b this day when i'd cry over her again. but i was wrong. i failed wad i'm supposed to do. thruout the whole bus journey, i was there ald controlling my tears, tinking i finally can b the once strong me i was but no. i was very wrong. wad the heck have i done wrong in my previous life to deserve this treatment? and at the tender age of fifteen reaching sixteen? jus when i finally c light in my life? jus when i finally got over the truma in pri 3? jus when i thot i can trust and believe girls? any way, b'cos of her, * i learn how to hate some1 to extreme * i got to know how ppl can get things thru underhand methods * i understood fully wad it means by peng weis (and grow to hate tt) * i know wad it feels to c ur work taken by her and said it's hers * i know wad it means by noise pollution * i learn how irriating a person can get * i know wad extra means (as in 3rd party) in a relationship * i dun noe whether to trust girls anot * i know wad it means by flirting * i know wad it means by putting words into ppl mouth * i finally got to know my limit of being angry * i finally can scold a person in full vigularities and i mean it * i've seen how a person can scold a teacher (oh wells) * i know wad it means by the term "hyprocrites" * i saw thru the scene of acting (and i hate ppl who acts!) * i hate ppl who lie to me * i hate to b backstabbed (cos i finally know how much it hurts) * i got to know wad it's "attention-seekers" * i know y copy cats are so irriating isnt she fantastic? or is it great? it's up to u to decide =) use the words u like +) to dear estherCHUA: sorry abt tt super fake smile. i already tried to smile.. even though i know they r completely fake. . didnt manage to help u wif ya probs but instead i'm a burden to u. to big jon: i dun noe wad the heck is on. i'm jus caring abt est rite? i dun c the need of saying f* off and all those. I'M A GIRL; NOT A DOLL FOR U TO DISCARD HERE AND THERE. and btw, i'm NOT biased against her in any ways. and stop saying i zhen dui her when i never, when i'm stating a fact (which consist of evidence). if she didnt done anything wrong, then y would i b so angry wif her? anyways, i'm nt scolding anyone. oh, IF the person it's guility.. but no apologies for me pls, cos i dun need to befriend wif bitches. =) my mum doesnt like me wid bitches. and of cos, i intend to b a good lil gal. +) i learn my lessons on tt too. "once bitten, twice shy" i fully agrees wif this. but for me, it's not jus "twice shy", it's much more than tt.. been having a sh*t day. dun wan to blog ald. btw, stop calling me a bitch. (as in u mean it) i cant b bothered wif the rest but as for u. . . it's so diff my life begins spining wif u but somehow. i dun noe whether i realli like u anot my thoughts and feelings are kind of jubbled up i dun have the time to think abt it IF only i can stop the time thanks mr lai. he has been v encouraging in my PCCG bk! hahas. but y do i bully him by asking him to sing when he has sexy voice? but he's mean to me too. so we r quits! >.< eveLYN*